This past saturday I went out to dinner with my husband. It was the first time in a while that we did not discuss us. It was just dinner. We tried a new place that we really enjoyed. It was like a date. I don’t know where this will take us but I am secretly hoping that we can pull our lives together. I will no longer be devastated if it does not happen. I am just taking it for what it is worth at this point. I am pushing forward and I am proud of myself. I feel good that I am taking control of my life.