It has been some time since I have been able to post anything. For a while I was so depressed that i could not seem to pull myself together. I could not press forward. It was lower than self pity. I am not sure what this place is called but I was there. I had to pull myself out of a hole. Once I was out, I began to reconsider how to be a better me. For the first time in years I am going on a vacation without kids, parents or an extension of work. I am going with the girls and I am looking forward to having the time of my life. So no matter what comes my way. No matter how deeply I am hurt, I am unbroken.