The Awakening

Its about time that I wake up and smell the coffee.  As much as I would like my marriage to work, I know that its at the end.  The hardest part for me is that I really thought we were doing well.  I thought that we were happy.  I guess you can live with someone and not really know them.  So I have accepted that I must move on.  It hurts like hell but I am strong.  I know that I will survive.  As i begin the wake up process, I start remembering me.  I remember that I am worthy.  I remember that I deserve to have someone that loves me just for me.  I deserve better.  I deserve to live, laugh, love.

It is my hope that I will rise out of this and be better because of it.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s